CRAWLING IN THE DARK

I will dedicate and sacrifice my everything for just a second's worth. Of how my story's ending and I wish I could know if the directions that I take. And all the choices that I make won't end up all for nothing. Show me what it's for. Make me understand it help me carry on. Assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes. To navigate the darkness. Will the ending be ever coming suddenly? Will I ever get to see the ending to my story? So when and how will I know? How much further do I have to go? How much longer until I finally know? Because I'm looking and I just can't see what's in front of me. Is there something more than what i've been handed? I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer.